Is this it?

Got up this morning feeling quite miserable - is this what my life is now?  Get dressed being careful not to upset the tube going into my arm from the syringe driver, and making sure the NG tub isn't all twisted. Park my arse on the lazy boy in front of the heater waiting for the district nurse to come and change the syringe driver.  Got some washing on, that's as close to normal as I'll get.  I don't want my days filled with crap tv and whinging about the district nurse being late.